went into hosp ill, had an op to get better, got out of hosp, mum came took me home to recover...
and guess the hell what?!
i got a bloody infection and have just got out of hospital again, not happy, had to go back in was really sick with the infection was back on the morphine and everything the pain is horrible.
butttttt fingers crossed this is it now, they had to open one up so i currently have a hole in my tummy (GROSS i know) its painful but im coping, and its looking up this time, better than when i got out last time.
wish me recovery? i think i need all the luck (or so it seems)
so for now
im gonna love you and leave you